I Want to See a Battle: A Hoosier at Shiloh
Writing in his diary, Private Manius Buchanan of the 29th Indiana recalled the eagerness with which his regiment marched towards Savannah, Tennessee with the sounds of the battle of Shiloh ringing in their ears.
“The forced
march was kept up until 2 p.m. when we were halted until 4 p.m,” he noted. “The
rest was really needed, but the continual question is ‘Why are we stopped here?’
The sound of battle increased in volume and anxiety to be up and doing grows
more intense. As I am weak from a late sickness, I am urged to fall to the rear;
but no, in common with all, I want to see a battle and fear this will be my
only chance.”
The regiment would go into action the following afternoon, and of the four neighborhood boys who had enlisted together in Co. B, only Buchanan escaped unscathed. One afternoon's exposure to the horrors of battle was all it took to satisfy this Hoosier's desire to see the elephant. “I wanted to see a battle. I am satisfied. I don’t want to see any more. One such victory is enough for a lifetime,” he concluded.
Buchanan would only serve a few more months with the 29th Indiana before being discharged for disability. He later served as a captain in the 118th Indiana and after the war, moved to Portland, Oregon. The local newspaper, the Portland Oregonian, published his diary in its April 8, 1902, edition marking the 40th anniversary of the battle.
Forty years ago
last Sunday morning April 6, the battle of Shiloh was ushered in with the
rising sun. Believing that a quotation from my diary, written at the time, will
be of special interest to some of your readers, I will copy it here. I will
state that I was in McCook’s division of Buell’s column and at this time we
were executing a hard march from Nashville via Columbia to join Grant’s forces
at Savannah or somewhere else on the Tennessee River. The weather had been
quite hot and the roads very dusty so much so that we were exhausted…
Private Manius Buchanan of Co. B, 29th Indiana in his officer's uniform while serving as a captain in the 118th Indiana Infantry. |
April 6, 1862: Heard the cannons open
roar early in the morning. This is a very beautiful, bright Sunday morning. Upon
such mornings as this, in times past, we delighted in answer to musical bells
to wend our way to some house of worship; but these sounds indicate that some
at least will spend this Lord’s day in a vastly different way.
The
cannonading is away in the southwest; it must be that Grant is over there. We
started early and marched as usual until 10 o’clock when we obeyed with
alacrity and enthusiastic shouts the order ‘Unsling knapsacks and prepare for a
forced march!’ The cannonading is heavier and I think I can hear the roll of
musketry. There is evidently something serious ahead.
The forced
march was kept up until 2 p.m. when we were halted until 4 p.m. The rest was
really needed, but the continual question is ‘Why are we stopped here?’ The
sound of battle increased in volume and anxiety to be up and doing grows more
intense. As I am weak from a late sickness, I am urged to fall to the rear; but
no, in common with all, I want to see a battle and fear this will be my only
chance.
The march
resumed at 4 p.m. and we arrived at Savannah on the Tennessee River at 8 p.m.
We have marched 20 miles today and from the heat, dust, and excitement we are
all tired. We stood around in the streets in a pouring rain without other
covering than the sheets of water until 2 a.m., when we were marched aboard a
boat where we hoped to get a little rest and sleep preparatory for what the
morrow may bring forth. All day long, the roar of battle has been borne to our
ears, growing louder and more fearful as the day advanced and we came nearer
the scene of strife. In the morning, we were about 25 miles away, now we are 9
miles distant.
Late in the
afternoon, a new sound was added to the cannonade- a shrill ‘b-i-n-g’ that has
the sound of metal in it. We are informed that this is the music of the
gunboats. That sound yet occasionally wakes the echoes of the night. Words
cannot express the feelings within us throughout this day of extreme anxiety
and burning desire to be present and take a hand in the fray. How we should
have liked to shouted over to Grant’s men, ‘Be of good cheer, for we are coming
40,000 strong!’
Now good diary, this may be the very last time I will ever take you in hand; if so, I want you to be the messenger to carry my last farewell to all my friends everywhere. Say to mother and sweetheart that their names are the last that my lips shall utter. A soldier’s life seems the cheapest thing out. Nobody seems to value it- not even the possessors. We lie down upon our hard bed, the floor, and go peacefully to sleep with scarcely a thought of the morrow, although after this quiet rest, we expect a harvest of death and many victims of the sickle will strew the ground. If I am one of them, farewell to all.
April 8, 1862: Yesterday there was
neither time nor inclination to write. I cannot tell even my diary what took place
yesterday. No one sees a battle. I scarcely think anyone knows just what he
does in a battle. Maybe others do not get rattled as I did. I can give only the
slightest outline of the little part I took in the day’s events.
As soon as it
was light enough, our boat took its slow way up the river. We arrived at
Pittsburg Landing at 7 a.m. and here we found an immense jam of demoralized
stragglers, estimated at 10,000 men, crowding the little hillside from the top
to the water’s edge, apparently the only place safe from the flying missiles of
death. We were ordered to go to the top of the hill, about 75 yards from the
boat, and form in line. A few hearts failed and joined the skulkers.
We marched
back into the edge of a wood and ate our breakfast which consisted of a single
cracker sandwich and a cup of coffee. These sandwiches were made by two
crackers, the Army cracker is two inches square, and putting a thin, small
piece of raw ham between them. Stray bullets were whistling around. Although
this kind of music was new to us, yet no one seemed to pay any attention to it.
The only unsatisfactory thing about the meal was its small quantity. After
dispatching our meal, we marched toward the fighting line, passing through an
undulating, sparsely timbered country. There had been considerable undergrowth
but that was principally mowed off by the bullets. It looked to an unsophisticated
spectator as if it would be quite impossible for men to remain alive where
nearly all the small brush was cut down, yet they had. The larger timber looks
as if it had been passed through a cyclone of leaden hail. I counted as many as
70 ball holes in a tree, and some quite large branches were entirely cut off.
Being in the
rear, I had good opportunity to look around. My attention was early called to
the dead. The difference between the Union and Rebel dead was very marked. The
Union dead had the usual hue while the faces of the Rebel dead had turned quite
dark, giving them a vindictive look. I am informed that this was caused by them
drinking whiskey and powder. The Union men put the powder in their guns.
Buchanan's division commander General Alexander McDowell McCook |
I discovered
among the dead a fine specimen of young manhood, yet in his teens, with the
breath of life in him. He was lying with his head in a rivulet. I went to him,
raised him gently, and carried him to higher ground then fixed him as comfortably
as I could against the roots of a tree. I now gave him a drink of water and he
soon revived enough to talk to me. His first question was ‘Will I live?’ Here
was the saddest duty of my young life. Looking down into that noble young face,
it was hard for me to say what duty demanded of me to say. ‘I fear not, you
appear to be shot through the heart.’ He then gave me his mother’s address,
some tender messages, a testament, etc. I now told him that I had done all I
could for him, must hasten to join my company, and the ambulance corps would
soon take care of him. Today, I have done all he requested of me. (Note: I
afterward learned that he had lived seven days with a ball hole through the
lower part of his heart; he was taken up into Illinois and that in his last
moments he was ministered to be a loving mother.)
When I
overtook the regiment, it was halted on the reserve line. We were ordered to
lie down. After a while, I got restless and wanted to see around. So, with
Simon Trego, I got up to see better. Directly we saw a blue streak coming
towards us: it was a cannon ball. Although we could see it, we had no time to
even think, much less move. It came under the log behind which and just where
we had been lying, struck Trego’s gun which stood on the ground between us,
shattered it to splinters, the splinters tearing the clothing and flesh of
Trego’s leg into shreds. I caught Trego and assisted him to the rear and turned
him over to the ambulance corps. Poor Trego! The first man shot in our command
and sent to the rear so soon. He will always regret not seeing the fun. But
here was a lucky escape. Had we been obeying orders and lying down, one or both
of us would likely have been killed.
About 10 o’clock
we were ordered forward. We marched out into an open field, halted, and
reformed under a tremendous hail of all the missiles of death ever invented and
were then ordered to charge into a ravine filled with Rebels. We charged all
right but were soon compelled to fall back again. We kept a good alignment
while charging, but when we commenced to fall back, I am sorry to say that some
hurried too much. We faced about after crossing the field mentioned, and soon
crossed it a third time, not to stop until the enemy was in full retreat.
The battle was over by 4 p.m.
and then we had the opportunity to pull ourselves together, see where we were at,
and see who was left. Of the four neighbor boys who left home together, Jacob
Odel is shot through the right knee (died soon after), Daniel Rager is shot
through the thigh, William Chasey is slightly wounded, and I alone am untouched.
When the excitement died out, we realized for the first time today that we were
hungry-mighty hungry. Practically without breakfast, and no time to think of
dinner, with the most exhausting labor, it is small wonder that we were played
out.
In making our first charge, our
company passed through a pond of water. I recollect seeing the balls glancing
on the water, but I had no realization of being wet. This shows how completely
our whole being was absorbed by the terrible contest going on around us. After
resting a little while, we marched back near the landing and went into camp. By
some means, hardtack, coffee, and pork was dug up and our most pressing want
was relieved. Men tumbled down here and there to talk over the events of the
day and, exhausted, soon surrendered to the arms of Morpheus.
But I could not rest until I had
hunted up my wounded comrades and knew that they were as comfortable as was
possible under the circumstances. It was near midnight before I could relieve
myself from duty. We still had no tents or blankets, and the rain was coming
down by the bucketful. I found a caisson with a tarpaulin over it. I dared not
take the tarpaulin off the caisson, but I did lift a corner of it and hunker
down against a wheel. I stayed there until morning but I did not rest much.
This morning, we fell in and marched 5 or 6 miles and apparently waited for orders to follow up the Rebels, but instead we returned to the former camp. The next duty was to bury the dead. I am not on the detail, so will get to take a much-needed rest. I wanted to see a battle. I am satisfied. I don’t want to see any more. One such victory is enough for a lifetime.
Source:
“The Battle of Shiloh: Mr. Buchanan’s Vivid Story of Personal
Experiences,” Diary account of Private Manius Buchanan, Co. B, 29th
Indiana Volunteer Infantry, Portland Oregonian (Oregon), April 8, 1902,
pg. 12
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